
Denial is something that we all deal with at one time or another during our lifetime. Sometimes it can be used in a positive way but most times it just puts off the inevitable. At the very least you should use it as a reality check! So where am I going with this? I had one of the more busier and physically demanding shifts at work yesterday than I have had in a few years. I won't go as far to say that I have gotten lazy but it's more like I have reached middle age and gotten out of shape. When I look at the crews that I work with I am the oldest person there 9 out of 10 times. How can this be? I am ONLY 44 years old! I have children that are older than most of the new guys at work. I used to poke fun and crack jokes about the gray haired company officers and wonder how long were they going to stay on the job? When were they going to retire and enjoy what they worked for? As I layed around my house resting today between sessions of icing down my sore hamstring muscle it hit me that I am not that far away from being that gray haired company officer! Where has the time gone? What I do know is that I am not going down without a fight and that there are still plenty of firefighting years left inside this body. I might have aches and pains but that comes with the territory. It might be a Young Man's Job but I will take a seasoned veteran fireman every time! Older guys have a work ethic that isn't taught anymore. Older guys know what to do. Older guys are like bulls and give 150% all the time. Older guys don't complain and get the job done! Older guys NEVER give up!!!
The picture posted here is that of Chief Ray Downey of FDNY. He was the most decorated Fireman in FDNY's history. He died on September 11th, 2001 at the WTC while leading his men in battle. This is the person that all fire company officer's should model themselves after.


